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I have to say that I’m a little dismayed with week #15 of this course. I’m very late with writing this blog and I couldn’t pinpoint the reason why . I do know that I continued to follow the lessons , have had to adjust and readjust my schedule or routine . It’s like the brain is a bit cloudy and I have to really really concentrate on what I’m reading and doing . I don’t think this is supposed to be happening now but I do know that it won’t stop me and I won’t give in. It’s a little to late in the game for that . I have had many good things come from this course , I’m sure this too will pass . It’s just throwing me off my game , for now . I have to recognize it for what it is and as MKMMA’ERS say” IT’S TIME TO REALLY DIG IN”
I do have to say that I decided to take this issue to my sit last night and my mind was wandering to places that had nothing to do with this issue . I woke up today feeling as if this is my old blueprint acting up , this realization made sense and I feel a lot better knowing where it’s coming from but I now need to know WHY?
I have to wonder if this is normal in the process of this course or if I’m overlooking something .I  don’t know , but I do feel better now that I have written it down and it’s not all jumbled in my mind .  I can only continue to do the work and get my mind back on track . I apologize if I have confused anyone with what I have written here ,still trying to figure it out .